Like what Donna said, we remained friends, with no strings attached. So when her ex-boyfriend, Louie, came back to her, I was left alone. She welcomed Louie with open arms. I never made a move to be back again with Jan. I guess Donna grew on me, and when she’s back with Louie, I was devastated. I didn’t speak with her or even look at her when we bumped with each other. Donna tried to talk to me several times but I was the one rejecting her. One day, Donna came to my pad, “You shouldn’t treat me like this, Edward,” she said. “What? What did I do?” I grouchily said. “This. Why are you not talking to me? You can’t even look into my eyes!” “Just don’t bother about me now, Donna. You have your boyfriend back, so we can stop playing house,” I shouted. “Are you jealous? I thought we made it clear that we’re just friends and…” “Of course, I’m jealous. I’m jealous that you are once again Louie’s own girlfriend’s tits. I can’t stand the thought of Louie grabbing your boob tits and fucking you again. I can’t stand it, Donna. I miss you. I miss the way you talk, I miss your kiss, your bouncy tits. I miss everything about you,” I choked. “Oh, Edward. I miss you too,” Donna said. “It’s too late for us, isn’t it? You got Louie back. And I have t live all alone now because I don’t want anybody’s girlfriend’s tits.”
Donna ran to me and kissed me. “Oh, god I miss you,” I whispered when she pulled out from me. “I miss you, too.” I cupped her boob tits and kissed her again. “Can’t we just be the same? Just like then? I want you, but I want Louie, too. Can’t you understand that?” It hurts but I endured it. As much as I want Donna to be with me, and me only, she still wants Louie. I can’t make her choose because I was afraid that she’s gonna choose Louie. I’ll just have to live with the fact that she wants both of us.